The same story one more time.

So once again I was wrong. You weren't the person I though you were. You didn't love me as much as I did, now I just stay alone with nothing left. I gave up everything for you, and you for me nothing... I can't understand why this always happens to me. "Star forgetting him" a friend told me, but if it was that easy I really would. Why do I keep on thinking about you? It hurts to know that you wouldn't even pick up the phone, or answer any message.

My friends tell me I shouldn't be sad or anything since there are many guys that actually would give a world for me, but I don't know why I'm stuck with someone that doesn't care about me. The only thing I can do is think about you, look at my phone and see if for any chance it will ring. I really hope it will, but I know deep inside it really won't.

I guess everything I though where just dreams, but like people say, dreams don't always come true. I wish I could go back in time, when we were back in the beach and we were happy together. But things happen and as the time passes by, people forget about it. I wonder were all the love when to. I really get frustrated to know hoy much I can love you, how happy I can get by just seeing you sing in, or send a message, and knowing you don't feel the same way.

It hurts to know all this happens. I wonder if I ever did something for all of this to happen to me. Today was a very sad day, I hated it. The guy I like didn't even talk to me, I realised that my best friend and I weren't so close any more. I felt like If I had lost everything I once loved. I wanted to run away, scape from this world, go to my world where everything was ok, where there was still a you & I.

I can't understand how everything got lost, one day we were all happy together, the next day, we barley talked. I wonder if it was something I did, something I said, or something I didn't say. I wish you were here right now, I really need you. I wish you were here right now. But I don't even know where you are, what you are doing. I'm dyeing to know something about you, but I know I should't send any message or call. I wanted you to do that, but I knew you weren't, and it killed me.

I guess I was wrong one more time, and one more time I will cry and be sad. One more time the story will happen. I look at the picture of us, and just cry. I cry because I don't know about you, because I don't know where all the love went. Because I know that you don't feel the same way.

Life your love life without regrets

So does love really exist or is it just a simple illusion? What ever it is, when you feel it, it feels nice, and even more if the person you like, likes you to. So tell me something, if love is a beautiful thing, why does it hurt you? It is weird since the person you think that loves you will never hurt you right? So then why do you end up hurt? Why do people say "love hurts"? Is it really that it's just made for people to suffer? Well here is what I think.

We are in a young age, and I don't think real love exist at these age. You think that your boyfriend is the love of your life, but believe me, the love of your life would never want to see you sad, and will NEVER hurt you. So why do people say to each other I love you when they are going out? Well maybe it's just to make it sweet, and it is true, but sometimes they don't even feel it. So why saying I love you, when you don't feel it? I guess just to sound sweet. I won't lie, I do like it when some tells me I love you. It makes it sound sweet, and it makes you feel loved.

You might wonder, but what if a friend tells you I LOVE YOU? Well, I have a friend I call him "Tonto" and he ALWAYS tells me I love you. He is a very important person to me. Love at this age does exist, but if its between friends. Friends are people that will ALWAYS be there for you no matter what, friends like him are one in a million. I can say I love him, because he's always been there for me, because when I'm crying he is the only one that can make me laugh or smile, because when I feel alone he is the one that is always there telling me that he will always be there for me. That's a love, I really LOVE. A friend love.

You might also think, well some people got married with their first boyfriend. It is true, some people do find true love with the first person. But those people are just one in a million. It's very sweet to get married with your first boyfriend, since you already know everything about him, and he knows everything about you. It's your first love a love you will never forget.

I won't lie, I've also said I LOVE YOU to my boyfriend, and yeah, sometimes I also didn't mean it, because like I said at the beginning I don't believe at love at this age, but I still love to say I love you, and that people tell me I love you. Maybe it's all something your heart wants you to hear, say, feel.

"Love" at this age is a very nice thing, since you like someone, you think they are the right one, and you feel like you are in a world with him, and then you experience what it is like to be left alone. You get new experiences, and you get to learn about life. It hurts when someone breaks up with you, but just remember everything happens for a reason, maybe it wasn't the right one, maybe you needed a break, but remember LIVE YOUR LIFE WITHOUT REGRETS, because you only live once. :)

A day with out you

I know some times you think I don't care about you, or I've left you aside. Even though you don't notice I'm always thinking of you. Wondering how you are, and where you are. I know we've gotten apart, but I want you to know that I will always be there, NO matter where you are, or what you are doing, just know that I would always be there.

I know I'm not the one that starts talking, but maybe it's because, you've never done it before. I would be honest with you, I know that in a few days you will be sad, but I want you to know that even if we are not that close to each other any more I'll be there, and even if I got hurt because we weren't so close just because of you know who, I'll be there, and if it's possible I will even cry with you, like we use to.

I MISS you and I want you to know that NO ONE and NOTHING will stop me from being your friend.

If you are reading this, I want you to know that I LOVED you, LOVE you, and WILL LOVE you.