Reality is just as good as friction

You wake up with a smile on your face, feeling like it's the best day ever, and thinking that nothing could ever go wrong. The whole day you are thinking that your life is the best, that you could never wish for anything else. The whole day you are singing happy songs, and jumping around. Everyone sees you and they think that you are the happiest person in the world. You have the biggest smile that someone could have ever seen. You know that you are the only one that can make your own destiny, that your life it's your own story and that you are the author.

You are you. You live in a world full of dreams. Your own world where there are only good things, and it's a place full of dreams. No fears can reach you there, and nothing can terrify you, because you know it's only you, and no one else. It is you and the people you love, it's you and the people that love you, it's you and the people that would never hurt you. You know that nothing could possibly go wrong, because you live in your own perfect world.

Your dreams are the life you always wanted to have, and when you wake up you live the life you lived in your dreams. Reality is just as good as fiction. There is no need to imagine something better than what you have, because you have it all. You have everything that any person could ever wish for. You have a great family that loves you, you have friends that you know that will always be there for you, you know that Jesus would always help you no matter what, and you have yourself.

So what else could you wish for? Nothing. You're life is just as perfect as anyone could ever imagine. Your dreams and your most wished wishes are your own life. You have the prettiest smile ever. You know that everyone would give everything in the world just to see you smile. You know that you are you, and that no one would ever change it. You know that you're life is the best thing ever, and nothing can break it.

A world in your eyes

Have you ever thought that you can see what people really feel through their eyes? Well it is true, eyes are like a windows to your soul, they show how you really feel. It's kind of difficult to believe in it, but it's true. Eyes show what you really feel, and even if you tried to deny it, you can't. Eyes are the most important thing, they show who you really are, and how you really feel. Eyes are such a simple thing, so beautiful, so small, but with such a great meaning.

When you are about to cry but you just smile, your eyes show a cloudy day with no hopes and dreams broken. Even though you might seem really happy and full of joy from the outside, the only thing that doesn't show it are your eyes. Your eyes show how you really feel from the inside, they show all the sadness you are feeling in that moment, and you can't do anything to try to deny it.

In another hand when you are happy, your eyes show a sunny day, full of hopes, joy, and happiness. They get so bright because you feel so happy. When you are happy, you might notice that your eyes get brighter, that they have a brighter colour than they usually do. Eyes show light, most of all. Light wish means happiness.

So eyes show how you really feel, who you really are. Eyes are beautiful and have a great meaning. Eyes are everything.

You

So you asked me why I was happy and I told you because I met you. You didn't believe me, but I will show you a thousand of reasons so you can believe me, so you can know that because I met you I can smile and really feel it. So first of all let me tell you that you are a really important person to me, since the day I met you, you were always there for me, listening to my stupid problems, helping me, distracting me from class haha, and just being such a great friend, just being you. Maybe you didn't know, but you showed me that I can trust someone again, that I can build my own world full of hopes and happiness again. You showed me that love wasn't over.

You might be wondering how you did that, well let me tell you this. Before I met you I felt like my world was over, that wishes were useless because they wouldn't come true no matter how hard you wished for them. After that I met you, and you showed me a completely different view from the world. You showed me that wishes can come true if they are the right ones. You made me believe in wishes again, made me pray to the starts for some thing I really wanted, made me be the one I was before.

You, such a simple person, such a kind person, you changed my life completely. Just when I thought that life was the worst thing ever, you came and showed me that it's the best thing in the world. You made me believe in myself again, made me smile and really mean it. You just made me a the person I was before. Before when I smiled and felt it, when I believed in all those stupid things like wishes, and starts that make your wishes come true. You made me believe again.

Not only that, you also showed me that love wasn't over. That what I went through was just something that will teach me. You made me feel loved again. You showed me the real meaning of caring and loving someone. The real meaning of love. You told me that you would protect me from anything, now I feel save because I know that if I fall down I will have someone that will be there to help me get up again.

So just to finish this you showed me the bright side of life, you showed me that life can still go on and that if you fall down you can get up as many times as you want. Thank you a lot for everything you have done for me, for making me be the girl I was before, for always being there for me, and the most important thing, for showing me that I can believe in someone again. Thank you for showing me real love, I love you.

You make me smile

I was looking at google, kind of sad, I won't lie, but then I saw a picture that sad "You make me smile". In that moment I remembered when you once told me "Some times, when I talk to you, I smile and don't even notice". Well guess what? It always happens to me. I some times find my self smiling while I'm talking to you, and that's why I just Love the way you steal a smile from my face. I know that it might sound weird, but it is true.

For some reason we aren't talking right now. Maybe it's you, maybe it's me, but right now I don't care about it, right now I only know that I would love to talk to you, to get back the smile that I once got because of you. To get back the smile that you drew on my face, with the same pencil that we used to write our story.

The funny thing is that there is a small possibility that you will read this, but who knows, maybe you won't even know it's for you. I still write, just because I'm trying to find something nice. Something that will actually say exactly the way I feel with out telling you too much. Any ways, even though right now we aren't talking, I love you.

Smile(:

So why not trying to find some thing nice about life? Well there are many things. How to start this? I don't know. Is it good? I don't think so. Am I having fun while I'm writing this? I guess so. Am I happy right now? We could say so. Are you happy with your life right now? Not really. So if there are many sad answers, how will I find a good thing about life? Well here is the answer, which is actually longer than the other ones because it's happy.

So a good thing about life, I have friends. They might be crazy but I have fun with them, they make me smile when I'm about to cry, and I laugh with them. They are always there for me, and no matter what they will still a smile from me. So friends are really important in life, they support you and never leave you behind, they will smile with you, and cry with you, they will stick up for you and won't ever let you do stupid things... well at least alone.

After that there is always family. They will always know what to tell you, and will always be the right thing. They will always, always be there, they will never fail you. Also they love you like no one else loves you, they are the only people who really know you the way you really are, and still accepts you. They are the people who watched you grow, make a mistake and help you fix it, they are the people who never abandoned you.

So there you go, reasons of why smiling even though you feel like shit. Even when you think that your world is getting destroyed by an unknown reason, remember there are always things of why smiling. So don't ever forget it, smile even if the world is breaking into small little pieces.

July 23

Knowing that you were once there for me is good, but thinking that you aren't any more hurts. It was once a you & me, but not any more, why? Maybe because I got scared, and I was hopping to get a little protection or security, but I didn't. I only wanted to know that you cared about me the same way I did, but I didn't even get that. You were really nice, always so sweet, but the wind takes the words, but if they were true, they should have stayed, not go.

After what happened a while ago changed me, and you knew it. You knew that it was the worst thing that I ever felt, and you didn't care. The thing that happened scared me, and I didn't ever want to fall in love ever again. And if before I liked some one, it was just like a game, and you knew it. You knew that I hated the feeling of being alone, that I was scared that what happened once will happen again.

You told me you did care, and that it wasn't ever going to be like that again. But guess what? You were wrong, because after all at the end you just left me there. So tell me now, how am I suppose to trust any once again? If the person who I started trusting again just left me there like nothing. Let me tell you some thing, I'm tired of being used as a toy, I thought you were different, I thought you did care... But I was wrong, you never did, and you'll never do.

For you.

I'll tell you the truth, I don't know how to start this, I just know I have to and I want to. Maybe if you read it you will never know it's for you but I hope you do. I once promised you I was going to write about you so now I'm doing it, it's just that I'm not sure if it's good or not. I try to write with out showing what I really feel, but if there is something that I should tell you is that I don't know what I would do with out you, and that you are a really important person for me. It's interesting how you made me love you so much in such a small time, but I won't lie, I like it.

Thank you for always being there for me, you are a very special person. I love it when you still a smile from my face, and when you make me laugh, with you dumb thoughts. Maybe it's true that I don't really want to accept the truth, that I do really love you. It's just really amazing how fast all of this happened. Now I know that if I lose you I would go crazy, I guess I got used to your love and that I don't want to lose it.

I shall say that I love the way you say my name or you call me, and even if you annoy me, I like it. In case you don't know, you are pretty much always in my mind, I can't get you out of my head. I love it when you call, or when you send a message, and I hate when you don't. I wish that I could be with you, spend a little bit more time together, but it's not possible, and I know that things happen for a reason. You are so far away from me but at the same time so close, you can't even imagine how much I love it. To finish this, I love you more than you can imagine, and believe me when I say I love you because it's true.