Today.

I cough myself smiling, and I was wondering why. After that I realised it was because I was thinking of you. I wonder why you are always on my mind. It's like you are stuck in my head and the only thing I can do is think of you. It's amazing how the only thing I think about it's you and me being together again.

I was pretty bored today, I didn't really do anything. Actually I didn't do anything at all. I stayed home since I had to do some homework. I still haven't finished them, and I can't understand why. I have all the information I need, but for some reason I just can't do the work. The only thing I do is listen over and over again the same song that reminds me of you, and wait for you to call me or text me. Am I just going mad? I really don't want to fall in love. I have bad experience with it. Last time I really liked someone I turned up getting really hurt, and to be honest, I don't really want that again.

So if I know I don't want to love you, why can't I just stop thinking of you? It's just amazing how I can't do anything than think of you. It gets really frustrating. I wanted to go out, think about other things, just try to forget about you for some time, but for some reason my parents didn't let me. I always say well everything happens for something, but I would really love to know why this.

All I've done this hole day was think of you then, think of you, after that, think of you. Let's make it shorter all I ever did was think of you. When you text me I always smile and answer, but this time I was actually really happy because you did it. It's getting on my nerves, I really want to do something about it but I can't. For some reason I can't do anything at all.

I guess I'll go and watch some T.V. think about everything, and maybe if you do really care, you'll text, or even call. Just so you know I don't want to love you because I'm afraid that something bad will happen. I mean, in other words, I'm afraid I will get hurt, even though when I'm with you, I feel really happy and I feel like nothing bad can happen, there is always a side that tells you no. But remember after all I love you. You are the reason I wake up and smile. (:

Today we are going to fly

Take my hand, hold it tight 'cause baby today we are going to fly. We will fly to a place where there will be no one stopping us, to a place where there are no people that don't want us together, to our own world. To our own perfect world where no one can touch us, where no one can tell us not to be, where no one can tear us apart. To place where there would be me and you and it will never end.

I'm tired of always there being someone that doesn't want us together, tired of people trying to tear us apart. Life is not always the way you want it to be, but at least we can make an effort to make it similar. I'm tired of it, there is always something that stops us from being happy.

I remember the day you told me "There are people who want to kill us" then hugged me and said "but I'm with you". I loved that moment and I wish we could back in time, where she wasn't between us, where we were happy together. It made me remember Romeo & Juliet, where they fought for their love, and even if people tried to tear them apart they fought for them.

So baby what do you say? Just hold me tight, never let go, and we will scape. Maybe for sometime in our dreams but it will be us without problems. We will fly to a place where nothing will stop us, to a place that we've always dreamed of. So just do it, nothing can go wrong if there is only you and me. Like I said, we will fly to a place where it will be me & you forever, and nothing will stop us.

For all bad things, something good comes :)

I wonder how it would be if you knew that every smile from you, makes my day better. If you knew that the first time you told me I love you I couldn't sleep thinking that you said that. I'm starting to think that maybe you are a really important thing in my life. I know find my self happy again, laughing, and smiling, something I stopped doing a long time ago, for something really stupid.

A girl called Malu just asked me how I got all my inspiration, I laughed and just said music, and continue writing this. While I was writing I started thinking, is it really music? I think its you, since after all I've written till know it's really for you. So Malu if you read this now you got the real answer, its from the guy I Like.

I guess I have to say thank you to life, because after all after all bad things, something good comes. Life gave me fabulous friends, family, and gave me many opportunities that are just great. Even if some times I've crying till I have nothing left, there were always people that were there for me, looking after me, telling me that everything will be ok.

Now I moved from school, and I got to meet knew people. They are amazing. The girl that has treated me better is Lucero she is a great person. But this year I didn't only meet people from my school, I also got to meet people from other schools, like Malu who is a really nice girl. Like the guy I like, that just makes my days better, and many more people.

So I started talking about the guy I like and then went on with friends. Well I'll go once more to the guy I like. Like I said in the other post, thank you for every moment I had with you, you brighten my days, you are a really nice person, and talking to you is great, makes me smile and laugh, and be happy. Thank you I love you baby.

So I'll finish this post with the 8 most important people in my life.

1. My mom, 'cause she's always been there, she understood everything that I felt, and always knows what to say.

2. Fiorella Shiguekawa, you are a really great person thank you for always being there, and even if we had our ups and downs you were always, always there.

3. Renatto Lisman, without you I don't know what I would be doing right now. You were there with me in a time when I was really sad and felt alone. You never left me and always thought of me I love you, always remember that :)

4. Carlos Torres, woow I have no words to say how much I love you. You are a really nice person and have always been there for me. Even if you are kind of emo sometimes, and SOMETIMES forget about me, you always made me smile. I love you ugly :D

5. Fernanda Castro, you are the BEST person I've ever meet in my hole life. We never had fights and always with a smile you just made my day better. You are a wonderful person always remember that, and NO ONE can make you feel sad, just know that I'll always be there for you.

6. Bruno Rossi, you are the best oompa in the world, thank's for always been there for me, for helping me when I needed more than never a friend. Thank you for helping me in stead of your friend, I never thought you would do that I love you love :)

7. Sebastian Paul, even if you are a really annoying person, you've always been there, and you were the first person to be nice to me in school, thanks.

8. Ricardo Edson Palacios Guillen, you've always helped me out, I remember that the first time we talked to each other you were really shy and after we talked more and more and you kept hitting me, and laughing with me and about me. After all I really thank you because you were always there for me.